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Spider
05:04
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It's a dark summer night
All my friends live their best lives
It's just me and the spider on the wall
I used to be afraid of spiders
In fact I still totally am
But thanks to him I don't feel so alone
I want to know what it feels like
To only have to worry about food
I want to know what it feels like
To build pieces of art like it's nothing
It's a dark summer night
All my friends are gone while I
Write a song for the spider on the wall
So much care and so much effort
So much love and dedication
Even though he doesn't care at all
Hey I know you don't talk a lot
I know very well that you can't respond
But can, can you be my friend
Hey I know you don't talk a lot
I know very well that you can't respond
But still I ask, can you be my friend
Your mind is empty you can feel no pain
Just sitting in the corner as you wait for prey
I want, want to be like you
Hey I know you don't talk a lot
I know very well that you can't respond
But I, want to be like you
I want to know, what it feels like...
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My music
03:45
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One time in my bedroom
I was losing all hope when I heard the ringing of a doorbell
Quick peek through the door
There stood my friend with an invitation to a party
So i showed up, just to tell them, 'bout my music
But they didn't care at all
Nighttime, watched some movies, drained a bottle
And fell asleep on the floor
Woke up, blood boiling, I went downstairs
Headed straight into the cold
That is, how the world is, you know damn well
That your failure's all your fault
I won't tolerate this
I woke up one day, made a wish to a god I don't believe in
I won't tolerate this
I wasted my hours. lived a big fat lie all for nothing
So i showed up, just to tell them...
Maybe you could help me
If you swore to god, signed a pact with your blood you won't leave me
Maybe I could be you
If I closed my eyes and I pictured a world where I'm lucky
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3. |
Can't you understand?
02:51
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Can't you understand?
I feel so alone with you around
Can't you understand?
I don't wish to be safe and sound
I don't wanna live like you
I don't wanna hurt like you
Why would I want to live like you
When the birds are singing and now I can sing as well
I could have a lovely time
Count my money in the night
Cry my ass off in the day
I could have a lovely time
Live for wishing I was fine
Die for someone that I hate
I couldn't care less
I don't need to hear how much you've tried
Couldn't care less
I know I could never feel satisfied
I don't care that I'm naive
I don't mind that I'm naive
Holy fuck am I naive
But the birds are singing and now I can sing as well
I could have a lovely time...
His whole thing was never turning around
His whole thing was never messing around
His whole thing was never making a sound
Now it haunts him at night
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Maybe one day
03:32
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Wasted my moment
So many times
My mind has stopped but the clock is ticking on
All of my life I've
Tried to deny
That I'm the one who's been given all control
I love to complain
I do it everyday
I have a heart but need to buy a soul
And maybe one day
I'll say the thing I want to say
I love to complain
Blame it all on you
Once I have my soul I need a better body
and maybe one day
I'll do the things I want to do
I'm moving forward
I'm sure I do
So why can't I just keep up the pace
Does it even matter
Do I really care
Since after all my life is not a race
Why can't I just stop kicking around
Living in my head and watching the world turn
Wish I could just go
Grab my guitar
And sing and play, till my fingers burn
I love to complain...
Running out of time...
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The Sea
02:47
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Does it have to be so tough?
Does it have to be so tough?
I don't have my shit together
can you tell me, if I'm enough
Does it have to be so dark?
Does it have to be so dark?
The sea's too big, there's monsters in it
let me see the other side
Can you make the sun shine like it used to?
Can you make the rain fall like it used to?
Can you make the world turn like it used to?
I'm sorry if I ask for too much
Sorry if I ask for too much
I don't need no compensation
I'm just asking, for a little bit of hope
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Tothmo Czechia
Hi! I'm a 18yr old singer/songwriter/producer from the Czech Republic and I love making songs! I focus on electronic and
guitar driven alternative indie pop. I hope you like my work.
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IG: @_tothmo_
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