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Spider (and a bunch of other songs)

by Tothmo

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1.
Spider 05:04
It's a dark summer night All my friends live their best lives It's just me and the spider on the wall I used to be afraid of spiders In fact I still totally am But thanks to him I don't feel so alone I want to know what it feels like To only have to worry about food I want to know what it feels like To build pieces of art like it's nothing It's a dark summer night All my friends are gone while I Write a song for the spider on the wall So much care and so much effort So much love and dedication Even though he doesn't care at all Hey I know you don't talk a lot I know very well that you can't respond But can, can you be my friend Hey I know you don't talk a lot I know very well that you can't respond But still I ask, can you be my friend Your mind is empty you can feel no pain Just sitting in the corner as you wait for prey I want, want to be like you Hey I know you don't talk a lot I know very well that you can't respond But I, want to be like you I want to know, what it feels like...
2.
My music 03:45
One time in my bedroom I was losing all hope when I heard the ringing of a doorbell Quick peek through the door There stood my friend with an invitation to a party So i showed up, just to tell them, 'bout my music But they didn't care at all Nighttime, watched some movies, drained a bottle And fell asleep on the floor Woke up, blood boiling, I went downstairs Headed straight into the cold That is, how the world is, you know damn well That your failure's all your fault I won't tolerate this I woke up one day, made a wish to a god I don't believe in I won't tolerate this I wasted my hours. lived a big fat lie all for nothing So i showed up, just to tell them... Maybe you could help me If you swore to god, signed a pact with your blood you won't leave me Maybe I could be you If I closed my eyes and I pictured a world where I'm lucky
3.
Can't you understand? I feel so alone with you around Can't you understand? I don't wish to be safe and sound I don't wanna live like you I don't wanna hurt like you Why would I want to live like you When the birds are singing and now I can sing as well I could have a lovely time Count my money in the night Cry my ass off in the day I could have a lovely time Live for wishing I was fine Die for someone that I hate I couldn't care less I don't need to hear how much you've tried Couldn't care less I know I could never feel satisfied I don't care that I'm naive I don't mind that I'm naive Holy fuck am I naive But the birds are singing and now I can sing as well I could have a lovely time... His whole thing was never turning around His whole thing was never messing around His whole thing was never making a sound Now it haunts him at night
4.
Wasted my moment So many times My mind has stopped but the clock is ticking on All of my life I've Tried to deny That I'm the one who's been given all control I love to complain I do it everyday I have a heart but need to buy a soul And maybe one day I'll say the thing I want to say I love to complain Blame it all on you Once I have my soul I need a better body and maybe one day I'll do the things I want to do I'm moving forward I'm sure I do So why can't I just keep up the pace Does it even matter Do I really care Since after all my life is not a race Why can't I just stop kicking around Living in my head and watching the world turn Wish I could just go Grab my guitar And sing and play, till my fingers burn I love to complain... Running out of time...
5.
The Sea 02:47
Does it have to be so tough? Does it have to be so tough? I don't have my shit together can you tell me, if I'm enough Does it have to be so dark? Does it have to be so dark? The sea's too big, there's monsters in it let me see the other side Can you make the sun shine like it used to? Can you make the rain fall like it used to? Can you make the world turn like it used to? I'm sorry if I ask for too much Sorry if I ask for too much I don't need no compensation I'm just asking, for a little bit of hope

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A 5 song journey through a world of spiders, imaginary friends, monsters, seas and most importantly: my existential thoughts. :P

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released February 11, 2022

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Tothmo Czechia

Hi! I'm a 18yr old singer/songwriter/producer from the Czech Republic and I love making songs! I focus on electronic and guitar driven alternative indie pop. I hope you like my work.

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